Kayla. Chicago, Novelist. Queer. Womanist. Generation Y.

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March 21st
19:27

I love it when boys do the thing where they are smiling and frowning at the same time.

March 1st
00:12

There is a guy i’m facebook friends with who is so attractive that even the most casual of photographs of him look like advertisements for things.

January 27th
02:50
Via

capitolhillofficial:

thechronicleofshe:

lightspeedsound:

queerfabulousmermaid:

thegoddamazon:

mundanel0ve:

r-efracted:

hahrys:

men moaning is basically the hottest thing a guy can do besides give you neck kisses

lets not forget when they whisper ugh fuck under their breath

fal;djsflkjsdlfk DEAR LORD

Yes. When he growls that ‘ugh fuck’ under his breath while you giving him the suck…whoo shit. Or just men moaning in general.

yeah hearing him growl “ugh fuck” is defintely the best part

nonverbal growls, tho..

I see your moaning and raise you a whimper

I see your whimper and raise you a half repressed groan

I see your half repressed groan and raise you a choked off near silent scream

August 11th
20:39

i need to start finding and fucking models again.

I need a devastatingly pretty boy to tell me i’m pretty again.

and then show me just how pretty he thinks I am.

June 21st
17:53

BOYS IN FLOWER CROWNS APPRECIATION POST.

17:37

There is nothing more pleasing to me, aesthetically, than a boy wearing a crown of flowers. 

November 9th
01:04

I just really love jewish boys.

So glad I stumbled into this today.

http://cuteboysinyarmulkes.tumblr.com/

September 9th
03:59

I like-like a boy now.

Its been so long that I didn’t even notice for a while.

It was like 8pm at night and I was sitting in theatre rehearsal and I was like “Jeez. This is the fifth time I’ve thought about this guy all day. Usually I only think this much about fandom. What the fuck is going on.”

Then I was like “Wait. Think about what would happen if he let you hold his hand.” and then I had to control my smiling lest people think I’m some kind of mad-person/freak as I sit there grinning and no one has said anything at all to me. 

And then I realized that this is what having a crush is like. 

I haven’t had a legit crush on someone in over 6 years. Usually I just sleep with people or date them because I can. Or see someone I like and just snatch them up and wring them dry. 

But now my face gets all hot and my heart skips beats and I’m all types of awkward acting and I JUST WANT IT TO STOP. 

June 9th
23:08

He was a God in the guise of a boy. He played with the others like anyone else. Pulled on jeans and sneakers. Made out with girls behind the bleachers. And wrote essays about American history. He could have chosen any time, but he relished this one in particular. It was the chaos that did it. The discord. The moans of agony, disappointment and confusion were so many and so lush it turned him on. “Ah, the 21st century,” he said, with arms spread wide. “Who knew I could be so brilliant.”

June 1st
01:31

Lucifer, as seen by the angel Jophiel
I am a demi-god of Beauty.with white hair in ringlets and spanglesA face with symmetry so sweet and pureit has caused lesser angels to weep.The most perfect being our Lord had ever created.Yet I pale in comparison to my antithesis.Whose hair is as dark as mine is fair.With eyes too deep and a mouth too wide.And a gaze that is both searching and disconcerting.Seen as a project in visual discord,His imperfections collide like a cataclysmof endless and fascinating beauty.He looks different from many angles,The pinnacle of loveliness shifting fromthe slope of his neck to the quirk of his smile.There is loveliness even in his furrowed browAnd his fingers that never stop flutteringlike birds in the air. He is expressive.His face often shifting sharply from childlike wonder to scorching desire….My simple calculated radiancecan not hold anyone’s attentionfor but half the time as his spellbindingugliness could.


A part of a series with this post and this post. Borrowing Colin Morgan’s incredible aesthetic for inspiration.

Lucifer, as seen by the angel Jophiel

I am a demi-god of Beauty.
with white hair in ringlets and spangles
A face with symmetry so sweet and pure
it has caused lesser angels to weep.

The most perfect being our Lord had ever created.

Yet I pale in comparison to my antithesis.

Whose hair is as dark as mine is fair.
With eyes too deep and a mouth too wide.
And a gaze that is both searching and disconcerting.
Seen as a project in visual discord,
His imperfections collide like a cataclysm
of endless and fascinating beauty.

He looks different from many angles,
The pinnacle of loveliness shifting from
the slope of his neck to
the quirk of his smile.
There is loveliness even in his furrowed brow
And his fingers that never stop fluttering
like birds in the air.

He is expressive.
His face often shifting sharply
from childlike wonder to scorching desire….

My simple calculated radiance
can not hold anyone’s attention
for but half the time as his spellbinding
ugliness could.

A part of a series with this post and this post. Borrowing Colin Morgan’s incredible aesthetic for inspiration.